the groundspeed of joy

     

what kind of scale compares the weight of two beauties the gravity of duties or the groundspeed of joy - Ani Difranco you would think i was making poetry

with the sun and the stars
the trees swaying under the painful blue

(i know she still turns and smiles at you)

holes
           in my memory

hesitations

rolling yourself
    downhill

snowballing

soft powder and the unexpected glint
of ice

hard things

picking up speed
her red lights glare at me as she rounds the corner

reflections of planes
                throwing themselves at the sky

roaring

i record over last month’s tape
old words dissolving under my confident mouth


at a slow party
you whisper in my ear

a crack in the wall            the backdoor

while the tangy scent of the iron staircase
stains my palms

watching the pale sky
      blue with city living
even as yesterday falls into
                          today

i kissed you
      under Van Gogh
   under the impression
we meant something

more than this